I'm On The Pursuit Of Happiness

the night of that party .

throughout the whole party, he was hugged up on of course , his ex .
she was sitting on his lap the entire night ,
standing in between his legs . making out every 2 seconds .
the funny thing is, he was TOO drunk to notice ,
that whenever she wasn't with him , she was cuddling with some next nigga
his best friend's brother .
[btw , that bitch has something coming to her]
but he claims that that was just her single girl crush
kind of like how i was his . [ OUCH ]
but throughout the night he would come and hug me .
the scent of his cologne. driven by derek jeter . i got it for him
but yea, he kept hugging me talking about "what's wrong Munchkin."
at that point, i was just trying to drink and have a good time
so i was on my "don't touch me" status ,
there was a bit too much Dragon JOOSE in my system
although i can't really blame the alcohol on the fact that
i just wanted to kiss him soooo bad.
the only black nigga in the room with grey eyes
and the voice to make u melt down under.
the only black nigga in the room who can get a girl in bed with one sentence,
but never would , because he's an absolute sweetheart.
my best frienddddd. i missed him SO much.
so yea, we kept hanging out throughout the night, giving each other "the look"
and he pulls me aside and says to me , corona breath and all

"i think we should just do it.
all this tension between us is only sexual.
might as well"

i'm not tryna ruin relationships here but ....