UPDATES!

These past few weeks have been a whirlwind. First, i hope you guyss noticed my new blog layout :D it was done by my MM (mystery man), of course. i've also changed my URL from http://giabananasxxx.blogspot.com to http://bleedorangexxx.blogspot.com , the orange obviously correlating with the hooter's colors. ANYHOO,VEGAS was amazingg. i need to get around to uploading pics. speaking of MM, let's talk about V-Day shall we . MM and i stopped by a REALLY expensive restaurant. we actually double dated with one of his best friends and their girlfriend. i was uncomfortable the WHOLE TIME because he has a group of friends. and they all have girlfriends and they're all like best friends so i felt like an insider, like i wasn't accepted. the girl barely made any conversation with me but his friend was really nice, that's probably because i already knew him from when MM and i were best friends. i felt uncomfortable at the magnitude of some of the prices and him knowing me so well instantly told me i needed to order whatever i felt like ordering and that money was no problem. can you say $$$? so we had fun. but obviously under the circumstances, the topic of his girlfriend came up. he claimed that him and his girlfriend weren't together. they agreed to see other people because he just felt too crowded with her at such a young age. amazingly, i believed him and let him get close to me :X dinner was amazing, the bill was ..... nearly $85 for the two of us ! i begged him to let me pay for the club entry but he denied it. the club party was of course, valentine's day themed. filled with lots of temptation. from couples BARING ALL on the dance floor to just plain old boo lovin', it was an EXTREMELY awkward situation because i didn't wanna end up hooking up with dude you know. but after some drinks in my system , all hell broke loose. we took it back to his crib and one thing led to another...sex? ONE THING I MUST SAY IS THAT WE DID NOT HAVE SEX. we definitely hooked up and shit happened to the sounds of J.Holiday haha . i wish i could've , i really do , but i only have sex with those who LOVE me. not like me , or think i'm hot. i've spoken to him everyday since then and he's coming up to my dorm tomorrowwww , who knows what spring break will hold ..