Summertime

lately i've been thinking about summertime. i want it SOOOO bad. so effing tired of all this damn snow already like shit! i'm ready to make my body look like this again :/ (summer 09) i'm ready to put away these jeans and whip out the skirts, short shorts and strapless dresses , not to mention, i miss all my peep toes and flip flops. this fall , it'll be my senior year at Wesley and i wanna go ALL OUT . parties and nights i can't remember on top of nights i'll wanna remember for the rest of my life lol . most of all, what i want this summer is someone to kick it at the beach with , or take BBQ hopping . come 4th of july , i wanna watch fire works with someone.  k i wanna be able to go swimming and go to six flags and just have fun with. lately i've been doubting my break up with LB  because i've been straight lonely. i mean MM and i see each other once in a while, but never long enough. he has a kid to take care of. i wouldn't mind being a step mom (HAHAHA) , but he's the greatest dad ever so i think he has it down . i miss having someone to late night phone call , and in the summer, i miss being out with mosquitoes biting the shit outta us while we're sitting by my pool. i'm a sucker for LOVE, not STUFF . summer nights are my favorite. they're beautiful and limitless .. i'd rather fucking go swimming than shopping or go get BBQ rather than eating out ...

that is all .