Crappy Weather

 

BLAHHH. disgusting ass east coast weather. you can barely do anything. today it was sunny and around 55 degrees though so that only means one thingggg , it's almost SUMMER :) but this picture matches my mood, i definitely don't feel as upbeat or as bold as i used to .. still social , but just not very INTO life .

idk why it came to mind so if i swiped it off your blog, i think i might've :/ just let me know andd i'll link you :D

anyways, here i am complaining about how i can't wait for summer to go tanning and swimming and buy bikinis and seeing if my modeling jobs come through yet there are people with SO many other things to worry about. i have a steady job, getting a college education, and my mother has an upscale house in delaware while some people are wondering where there next meal is going to come from. i have the best friends and family in the world, and i'm not confined to a hospital bed on a ventilator or being told that i may never walk again . Some people are having serious self-confidence issues and go to sleep crying every night but i'm sitting here wishing for a boy to love me. people in general are just so unknowingly BLESSED , and i myself overlook that everyday . yea i might fail a test here or there or get a parking ticket , but i have the opportunity to even BE in those situations in the first place. one of my new year's resolutions was to take nothing for granted , and i'm holding true to it ;)

PSHTTT, think twice.