SO I DID SOMETHING BOLD ...

i chopped my hair off.

lord knows it takes forever andd a day to grow back,
it's the damn blackness in me.

but at this point, who gives a fuck.

new tats, new hair, a year away from graduating college

andd best of all, that TOXIC relationship (if you can call it that) is over with.

yes, he's back with his girlfriendd and the sad thing is, i'm not surprised

i still love him with all i've got, and it takes a lot of heart to ignore his texts

and mssgs talking about "you're my best friendddd"

it's not his fault, i never told him how i felt .. buttttt

i needed to rid myself of everything depressing and start something FRESH
that's why i'm sticking to what i know.
my dogs and hamster haha :) imma loser, this is true.
but in reality, they're the only ones who haven't failed me
i still believe in love, i'm not changing my scene just yet
but i'm taking a step back, living in recluse, solitary confinement if you would

i'm really contemplating this move to [NY] ..

A guy that truly loves his girl

doesn't need to unbutton her shirt

just to see a better view of her heart :]